wow..

Its hard for me to believe that my freshman year is already coming to a close. As of today i only have 31 more days left in my freshman year of high school. its scary when i look back at these past several months. So much has changed!! I have rededicated my life to the Lord, I have met an amazing guy who has changed my life for the better, tho i realize it may not last forever. I have made new friends and lost some and even tho its sad in the end i think it was better, they are no longer there to drag me down. I have drifted away from some people but also gotten closer to many others. This year was a whirl wind of emotions and im sure they are not over yet but in the end i can honestly say i enjoyed my freshman year of high school at VHS. as i lay here and think about my life now i wonder.. "how did i let myself get so far away from God? How far down in that dark hole was i last year? Am i out, or do i still have work to do to get out? How much longer til Satan tries to get me back with a full attack again? will it be worse or will i be strong enough to say no and stand up for myself and God this time? Will what i decide to do with my life please God? What does the future hold? How much longer will everyone i love be here together? Will i lose someone tonight? this week? this month? what are my parents going to do in 3 years when im off to college? How will my brother like being the only child at home for once? Will he like it? will he miss me? does he even care? What am i going to do if me and Chris are still together when he goes off to college? Will that last? What if i dont succed in achieving my dreams? will i be a failure in life or will i push myself to get what i deserve? will i remember to never settle for less than what i deserve? Will i get married? Will I have kids?" I know i dont need to worry about these things but at the same time i think every teen today worries about most of this stuff to a certain extent more than people realize.

United for a Revolution

Tonight during The Revolution I was thinking.. We all have friends who are not in church anywhere and do not know the Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. With Good Friday and Easter (Resurection) Sunday coming up, and for the youth in this area United for a Revloution a few weeks after that.. I think every one who is in the Youth Groups at FFWBC and FBC Church Hill especially and every other church youth group in this area, state, country and world, need to invite their friends that do not attend church anywhere else reguarly to go to church with them. Everyone has the right to know what Jesus gave up for them and could do for them. He is amazing!!!! So I challenge Youth and Adults alike to invite your non-Christian friends to come to church with you some time before Resurection Sunday. And for the youth at FFWBC and FBC Church Hill invite EVERYONE OF YOUR FRIENDS to United for a Revolution! it will be a great time for fellowship and worship in the house of the Lord! Even if your friends have a church home still invite them cause this will not interfere with a regular church service. United for a Revolution will hopefully be the start of something amazing in our community!!!